as you would imagine it is hard for me... I'm hurt, confused and .... you remember the quote from the silver surfer movie "Did you know I could create a force field inside someone's body and expand it until they explode?" a feeling just like that in my chest
anyway, long story short, here is what my sister wrote on my wall in facebook about the my breakup (a quote from Ayreon - Day Two (Isolation)) and my reply:
Irmak Ozalp (I Liceum Ogólnokształcące im. B. Nowodworskiego) wrote
at 12:28am
I can't believe you're giving up
That's not your way
I can't believe you'd pass the chance to make them pay
You always had complete control
Never thinking twice
You always called the shots, a heart as cold as ice
You're not alone.... I am here dancing to your tune
XXX(L)
Kaya Ozalp wrote
at 12:40am
I always took the shots... the ones that I believed in
seems they all crushed into a wall
causing too much pain, too much sorrow
you know me right... I'm a fighter... but not this time
not when she said "I don't love you anymore"
I don't wanna hurt her anymore
I'm afraid this song is have to end
with cries, with fear, with loneliness
hope not!
I feel the need of a greater existence now
god give me strength
and give me the power to make this right
if I have the slightest chance
